I have been going through many valleys and mountains in my preparation for this trip. One day, I'm so excited and can barely focus on anything else. Other days, I doubt myself, why I'm going, and even God's plan. The closer Saturday gets, the more violent the rollercoaster feels.
I'm nervous that it will be amazing, and that it won't. I'm nervous about leaving, and about coming back. My trust in God and my desire to give Him my whole heart and my whole life is bigger than my nerves, though.
Even the darkness will not be dark to You; the night will shine like the day, for darkness is as light to You.Psalm 139: 12
